Goodbye From A Broken Heart
Shahood, 12 января 2013 г., 5:22

Today I am writing a message for someone who went through a lot. This guy is waited his entire life to get his love though it seems like he has to wait forever. Hear how he tried to express his feelings in words with a wounded heart:

I have a message for someone, someone that my heart won't ever let go. This place might be virtual but the feelings are human, they are pretty much alive like us. I know you are right in your own way and I know that you don'twant to love me or have anything to do with me anymore, maybe never. I won't say for you to love me, I can't do that. My love is not selfish. I have said it before and will say it again that you are right in your own way. You have shunned away all hope that was there. Maybe it was easy for you doing it, I don't know. But I know one thing, I can't do the same because it might be killing you doing it but it will definitely kill me...*sigh* no matter how hard I try to lock away your name deep inside my stupid heart, it keeps beating your name, every single moment. It's too late for me to forget you, it's too late for me to drown my love for you even in the deepest oceans. Some months ago, when I lost you, I coined a phrase: "Heart is just a blood pumping device". But I have realised that my heart is pumping your love there in my veins and throughout my body.

Maybe this is not the time for our love, maybe someday you will realise it, maybe. That day you will come for me, I will be long gone. Don't search me here and there. Look closer, touch your heart and you will find me. As for the practicality, I am going to work and study for my Masters education and aim for what I promised you. I know it sounds far fetched and I am not even asking you to wait for me but I am going to do it for my heart because it doesnt listen to me anymore, it's as crazy as you! It's crazy for you. I will make your hatred my strength in achieving this. I want to show you, when an Indian promises something, he keeps it.
I will leave this place soon. I don't want to hurt you or myself anymore. Just want to say one last thing before I sign off: I love you Ale. My home is where your heart is, and there I shall live forever.

Now you all must know who that person is... yes it's [A]rfat. I just wonder sometimes, why love gets so cruel that it"s even get hard to breathe.

Author: Me.

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