NaDa, 18 декабря 2017 г., 6:14
I never thought i could be this strong. I never felt so hurt like this before. I never thought our love would be ended up like this. Now you got your new gf. I saw you holding hand so tightly Like you are afraid of loosing her. Like The same way you used to touch my hands, rubbing your finger into my palm, it Felt like "i'm safe". I never saw you so much happy like this before. in the midnight, I am walking, breathless. I hold my neck, like i want to kill myself. Because i can’t hold this hurt any longer. But, i know i dont have much time to take care about my feeling. I have so much thing to do with my future. Even Though i always say...... It is over.... but i can't.... I thought i already moved on from you. But those memories about you still reminds me. On that day too, i woke up earlier. I put my best dress. My best make up. Hope to see you and you will see me. Because your friends said you will be here. But you did not came as you were with her. I felt so stupid, why i dress up like this and aimed for something will never come back. How can you move on easily? Tell me why..... Just because i’m so much poor to beg for love it doesn't mean i’m that type of girl you can play it...... don’t ever play with a girl who is hopeless in life....... once you play, she will loose her confidence and her life..... Now she just live with her heart dead inside..... My father said to me " don't ever love a guy 100%. Don't give all of you to him" that's why i cant remove you from my mind, because i'm already give you all of me. Until there's nothing left. Prepared by: Me NaDa~
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